Anonymous said: Hey, just read your latest post that says you had a few personal issues. Just wanted to let you know we're all here for you, love you greatly and hope all is ok :) *huge tumblr hug* <3 x
*Huge tumblr hug back* Thankyou lovely! i must admit i couldn’t believe the amount of people checking up on me making sure im okay, its so incredible the sweetness of the amazing tumblr! <3
inthepalmofme said: Break-ups are awful, regardless of the situation. It's heartbreaking... I'm so sorry. But you are a fabulous, intelligent, beautiful woman and you WILL be okay <3
Thankyou so much sweetheart, i know that with all the amazing people supporting me i will be <3
Calling on all Beautiful designers!! I’m doing a shoot on the 3rd of september and im looking to do some really crazy stuff (the photographer is julian kilsby) is there anyone that would be interested? or do you know anyone who would be suitable?
Jesus christ tumblr, i feel lonely, and im talking about the sick in your stomach, earth swallowing you whole consuming, lonely.
Its pathetic, im surrounded by these amazing people who are supporting me but as soon as i get in my bed and think about whats happened i feel sick, which isnt really helped by today actually being really ill and not being able to see my friends so its the first day i’ve stopped to think.
Pretty much me and my boyfriend of three years broke up on sunday, we’ve been dancing around it for ages, but the bottom line is we are just not in the slightest bit good for each other, we constantly fight about pretty much everything but he is still one of my best friends, and has been for three years, when i tell friends about various fights we’ve had i hear myself and realise how bad for each other we truly are. Its so selfish to feel this way as well because i’m the one who ended it, finally biting the bullet and saying enough is enough, we dont have a future, and since that moment the only thing ive wanted to do is text him and tell him about my day, tell him all the things ive thought about, the good/bad news ive heard, just tell him things that made up my day, i was so sure of myself three days ago, and the power i felt has just washed away with the emence feeling of confusion taking its place, i have to keep asking friends if i’ve done the right thing, i’m sure i’ll feel differently soon knowing i’m better on my own and so is he, but right now i just feel very weak.
I’m sorry to anyone that has actually read this through and had the fun sucked out of your blog stream, and im also sorry to those thinking “why does she feel she has the right to be upset when she’s created this for herself”, but never fear i’m only writing this here because its the one place i can put my thoughts out there and not feel like im crazy, its also the one site i have that he/ his friends arent on to tell him im falling apart, congratulations, he’s won the breakup. I haven’t read this back so i dont even know if its coherant.